I've had it all. I just can't take it anymore! My father just could not understand what I feel. He does not even know how to take care of things such as money matters nor emotion-handling.
So I immediately packed my things and decided to go back to Ormoc. I did not let my father know that I was leaving. You may call it running away or something, but I don't really care. I know that if I stayed longer here at home I would go totally crazy and certainly have frequent fights with father (and that would also mean lots of slaps and punches for me). And so I left but feeling a bit guilty. I wanted to cry because I was confused. But on the other hand I felt relieved and finally I'm free!
I'm lucky I have my friends to comfort me. They may not be physically present but the concern and love they are showing me through rough times like this is worth it all. Just the simple text messages that goes "Virpz everything will be fine. Just remember that we are always here for you whenever you need us." was all I needed to stay calm and positive about all the things in life.
So I immediately packed my things and decided to go back to Ormoc. I did not let my father know that I was leaving. You may call it running away or something, but I don't really care. I know that if I stayed longer here at home I would go totally crazy and certainly have frequent fights with father (and that would also mean lots of slaps and punches for me). And so I left but feeling a bit guilty. I wanted to cry because I was confused. But on the other hand I felt relieved and finally I'm free!
I'm lucky I have my friends to comfort me. They may not be physically present but the concern and love they are showing me through rough times like this is worth it all. Just the simple text messages that goes "Virpz everything will be fine. Just remember that we are always here for you whenever you need us." was all I needed to stay calm and positive about all the things in life.
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